TODAY I AM 26 YEARS AND THREE DAYS OLD

Eventually I will tell you everything.
Today I am giving a friend sex advise.

Me
Sometimes not giving him as much sex is just as much a turn on
better than trying to hard and failing
usually when i feel like i am getting to that point i push the guy off have a cigarette and watch him from a far
he is still in the mood for the sex
I am seeming mysterious yet I am cursing him on the inside and trying to get my mojo back

Her
Some secret stuff

Me
Just use that on him
text things like
I need extra energy to keep up with you
still thinking about how you wore me out while i still wanted u
boys are vain and stupid
make him think it was not your failing but his being a stud


Her
Some other secret stuff


Me
This is going to end badly
I love you too much to pretend otherwise
its not necessarily a bad thing

Her
Even more secret stuff

Me
What do u think of faking
like when he is doing somethign u like
but not as well but u moan a tad bit louder to encourage him


Her

Asking if I have ever felt more for a particular guy after a just casual relationship

Me
Yes but only after
A subtle jealousy of sorts
but also he is sleeping with one of my closest friends who doesnt know about us or know that i know about them
too close for comfort

It was easier the casual thing when i was younger
like of the guys leaving
I used not to care

The upside-it makes for great sex
the downside one day u look back and realise they did leave at some point whether u wanted them to or not
I am getting poetic on u now
apologies



Then later

Me
Do u think tampons make u wider
I need to do Kegal
I had sex over the weekend and felt like I had to suck in my tummy to accomodate the guy
He was big enough it was okay but i wished for some more tightness



Me
We had sex saturday night/sunday morning at some beach and i showered the next day peed a couple of times during the day but woke up monday to pee and a condom plopped out of me

This particular incident happened when I was 25 years old. It may have been during the 11th hour but I want to leave it at that.
Like I said
Eventually I will tell you everything